Yeah well... it's been a while since I last time updated this thing. I'm still unable to figure out why I do it so infrequently, 'cause I have too much free time and this is almost the only way to speak english anymore. Bah I'm already getting worse and worse in vocabulary and soon it'll affect my grammar too. I promise I'll do a new one in a month... I guess >_> I wouldn't have written even this if Oviot would not be updating that damn journal all the time... and I'm still missing that messenger address... maybe I should finally ask it. Oviot gief ur mese plx?

Well a lot has changed from the last time a wrote a journal. I'm finally pretty used to living alone and making my own food and... hmm... maybe it hasn't changed that much from the previous entry I'm still an absolutist, even though my big brudda is trying his hardest to get me to drink something. He was even ready to make a bet that I'm not gonna last the whole first year without alcohol. That fool x)
My music library has widened quite a bit. Now I'm listening a lot new bands, even though Sonata Arctica is still my favourite, but new amazing bands like Avantasia and Heavenly have made it to my shelves. I also bought an Xbox, did I mention it already? There you see that I write these journals so randomly that I can't even remember what I have said. But the funny thing in that is that I'm loosing my intrest to play. I can't bring myself to play more than few hours in a week, if even that, and I'm doing more and more everything meaningless, like just sitting and watching traffic from my window.
About art... I've been torturing myself with ideas that maybe I should've went to study it somewhere instead of this building thing I've been in for more than half an year. I love to draw, but I think I'm a bit too much of an impulsive person who really needs that spark of motivation to do anything artistic. I also figured out a new way to sketch my drawings and it has kept me in work quite a while, but I'm not getting anything to the colouring phase, I pity myself

Well I get to clean my mind somehow. These journals are good way to arrange all the thoughts in my head. Hopefully the next journal will come out before the next Christmas or something. And more importantly I hope that my next works are done in shorter periods than the current ones x)